Checkers Die-Ary

January 2

Dear Diary,
                            My grades are slowly declining... The teachers make me even more nervous these days,and everybody stares at me.  I am no longer popular, and the rumors are getting around faster.  Jane Marie and her friends laugh and make fun of me when I pass them in the hallways.  My friends are starting to avoid me and it has become so bad that I now icsolate myself from the rest of them because none of them are interacting with me.  I can't stand it anymore...my life is going down hill...
Mother and father are growing even more displeased with my every failure.  They have started fighting over my grades, my social abilities, and my looks.  My blonde hair has started to become darker, my eyes are going black...everything is changing...I don't care what I look like anymore...I don't pay attention to the world anymore...I live in my own little world.  I want them to be exposed to my pain...I want them all to know...they will all be sorry...

Damn them!  
Its your fault...Jane Marie...how could you do this to me?  
Why me?  Why is this happening to me!?  
I want out!  It all ends tonight...tonight of all nights...
            They will pay for destroying me...  
I will destroy them all!

Diary...I'm changing your name...your new name will be Die-Ary...and mine...well...I don't know my real name...but they call me...Checkers...that is what we will know me as from now on...
Tonight when I get home...I will tell you all about it...pure detail...and you will see it the way I see it...you will be the only one to know everything about me.  You will be my legacy, my biography, and story, my tale...you will be the new me...


My back pack is feull and my equipment is readied...I will be back later tonight...and if mother and father are here when I get back...they too will be a part of my little plan... 2:00 p.m.
-Forever yours, Checkers